Some days….

I would not be shocked if many of you will want me to visit a psychiatrist after reading this and I may sound disturbing, but who cares this is my space anyway and I can write whatever I want to

The scooter has an old broken helmet tied to it

A white Henkey full of blood, broken spectacles on the speedometer

A lot of people surrounding a spot

An ambulance siren

Followed by a dark silence in heart

You stand still , you stand still

Feel bad for sometime

Recall what must have happened

Talk to yourself and struggle for answers

Start walking unknowingly towards anywhere

Yes there are a couple of dogs

They are barking , barking as loud as they can

Then there is this dog and he is quiet

Sitting away from the ones who are barking

What you see if you look into his eyes?

You see he feels safe , you see his innocence

These dogs they don’t bark

They try to communicate they were trying to give me lesson

A lesson to human beings, this unheard lesson

Which we never try to learn , maybe we are too ignorant to unlearn the already learned lesson

 I could feel these barks converting into cry , when someone cries after a long time

Sometimes you cry to be happy you know this is the kind of  cry I am talking about

I know what they were trying to communicate, so should you al

Anonymous Aquarian

Some unanswered ? ? ?

Lately, I have been thinking a lot and when you brainstorm you always end up with a pile of unanswered question popping up in your mind. I also have a list of them popping up in my mind. I was a little kid when i heard someone saying “one can never find an answer to why??” , I challenged myself and started following my instincts with a hope that someday i will answer all the why's in the world.

It's been over ten years and i could not even answer one simple Question (which again starts with a) "why do i get sad?".

Why do i get sad??

when i know, nothing is constant or forever

this phase which is filled with despondency is ephemeral

Why do I get sad ???

When i know, no one is actually satisfied with anything

how could there be something that could satisfy me ?

Why do i get sad????

when i know, this is the nature of time

to never pause for anyone

Why do i get sad?????

the question still persists. Why?.

why the most basic question still remains unanswered. “Why?”

I reached somewhere real close to the answer and i realize that the answer lies somewhere in me, inside me , in my conscious or sub-conscious and i know may be i am not complete as a whole. I need to learn, unlearn and then relearn. From everything around me , from every moment that passes by , every event happening around. I need to believe that "i exist , I exist , I exist." I need to believe in my existence and believe in believing.

Anonymous Aquarian.